I have only worked in my actual job for like… hum well since February and I got an offer to switch to a better job double pay, but not insurance and not the same amount of safety, plus in my current job I have a great project going on an account that was gained for my own effort but meh I mean double pay…
So… no more innocence July 21, 2008
So right I’m 25 living on my own in one of the biggest cities in the world, true be told I had never to much time for boys, first school then work keep me busy enough to seek a guy, well that and the fact that usually guys would find me to weird to talk to; and no I don’t have three heads or anything like that, lets just say that cultural differences were keeping me of having a bf since the tender age of 15, then almost a week before turning 25 I could finally stop lying about my sexual expertise, weird enough this time a few days a go I had never do the “thing”. yes ok you can pity me… but it was just that I had never had the chance, again “cultural reasons” but here I’m now opening the blog with such a estrange post right? soo keep reading, any way moving to this city came with the realisation that all my friends here are a lot bit older than me, every one in my friends circle is around 30 to almost 40 I’m pretty ok with that since for some reason I feel more at ease and find them less idiotic, any way a few days ago I did it; at least I’m no longer a virgin in a society that frowns that at my age. so it was nice? di it hurt? I’m gonna make it again soon? yes very in a very weird way, like a bitch truly, I’m certain of that! now I have like a ton and not of emotional problems it’s not like my life has changed for ever or anything like that, it’s weird you now, living what I should have lived like 10 years ago right now. But at some grade I wonder how many hidethe fact that they are virgins and not because religion or anything like that maybe just because they haven’t had a good chance? andtrust me I have had “slut” and “bad” atached to my name since I was 14…
any way I have a photo shoot tomorrow at nine… and have to go all over the other sideof the city!
